| Oh gosh... I'm absolutely braindead right now... yet I still find the time to think a lot XD
I really can't stop being myself eh? lol
Something that amused/depressed me a bit is that two of my friends who were what I once considered one of the sweetest couple... (yes! YOU TWO! I know you guys read my xanga XP) they both told me on separate occasions and for different reasons... not to be too into my first relationship...
It amused me cuz... all along, I had the feeling that you two were always asking the same questions, thinking about the same thing despite the fact that you are not together anymore and that you are really SO different... For an instant, I thought that you guys could be great friends all over again... but that, I guess, was the illusion of an instant...
The depressive part was obviously perfectly understanding WHY you guys told me that... and how your reasons differed... You both got hurt... G for loving too much, K for the guilt of hurting someone so much... you two lor!!! I wanna kill you two!! You always think so much and yet, one gets stuck thinking one way, the other one escapes from thinking further... Even though I cannot say that I do much better myself, but bleh... Yes, I am the 'escaping from thinking further' type...
As a matter of fact, I doubt I'll follow your advice =P I would not want to regret not having loved enough and I'm pretty sure that, however little you're into a relationship, you'd still get hurt from the breakup... Plus, love really is something you cannot control, no? All you can control is how much you show your love, but not how much you love, right? Actually, there IS someone I know that can control that pretty well, but that it turned out to be useless LOL! so yah...
And I also think that love is part of the things that you cannot escape from and that you actually need to personally experience it to learn, maybe I am just stubborn? Wait, I AM stubborn XD but also unexperienced, so sorry, I wanna learn ;P
Ok, I should seriously get back to work >_>
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| Won't forget this date lol =P
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| In case of doubt: THINK!
Think of what? Of what you're doubting.
Think until when? Until you don't doubt.
When do you not doubt anymore? Until you've thought it through.
Awesome law...
Reading week finally!! but getting sick =.=" feels like it's gonna be a bad reading week *sighz*
But at least getting away from coffee for a while ^^;
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| 又一次逃不过想太多这一关........
到底是故意还是恰巧而已?
这几天真的不知道自己在干吗... 24/7完全迷失的状态
做完一件事 放空两秒 再去想下一步是啥 哎...... 真失败 >"<
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| 考完两科啦！ 终于！！
考完第一科 真的想死 >"<
还好第二科 满容易的 
而且今天有几件事情都令我满开心的 ^^
但是昨天就有点情绪化了……
在此对两位受害者抱歉
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